it’s really hard to deal with life when you haven’t been able to take the medication you’ve been on since you were 14 for a week. never again.

so good to see you once again. I thought that you were hiding from me. you thought that I had run away, chasing the tail of dogma

I definitely shouldn’t smoke kush while I’m stressed out. it’s a fucking waste

You cannot be a housekeeper and have nice nails. you just CAN’T

I’m not going to smoke until I can eat like a normal person again. I’m not relying on weed to eat. I just don’t want to start doing that. why did this bullshit come back…

I wish there was someone I could talk to about this. but that’s just not the reality. ugh. :(

I hate going to the gym after work because that itself is a work out…

plus the bike ride to and from work. plus the bike ride to and from the gym. whatever, suck it the fuck up. No exercise is too much exercise. Just do not go for two hours when you just worked and have work the next day.